So...I'm sorry that I haven't posted in a while. It sucks, but I've been busy, understandably.
First things first, Spring Break is TOMORROW!!!!! I AM SO EXCITED!
Well, a lot of crazy junk has happened lately. Mostly because of a lot of stuff has changed since I've posted. Like, I added a Religion minor! It's pretty exciting, but I'm super pumped for it. The classes are going to be fantastic, and I really enjoy my kind of, sort of adviser Professor DeBerg. She's a great professor, and her Religions of the World class inspired me to go for this. Now, you all might be thinking I'm totally psychotic for doing this, because I mean, Music Ed majors have no life as it is, so you're adding six extra classes to your huge class load already? What madness is this?! Well, my madness. I find the academic study of religion fascinating. So, I'm going for it.
Let's see, the Orchestra is working on Scherezade by Rimsky-Korsakov right now. That's exciting. I mean, I played it a few years ago, but whatever, it's fun to play it with an excellent conductor. And Professor Girard is probably the best conductor I've ever had. Just saying.
Another new thing, this guy who I like. He's really cool, and a good friend. I sincerely enjoy spending time with him. Problem is, he's not ready to be in a relationship. But that's okay. I can wait. I want him to be comfortable and okay with me. In all honesty, I'm not even sure if he likes me in that way in any sort of sense. I'm pretty sure we're decent friends, and we went on a fantastic date a few weeks ago, and maybe I sort of pushed that, but I've decided to back off and let him make his own decisions. I just wish I could tell him how much I care. But, I physically cannot get the words out when I want to say it. Even at points where it would be convenient to tell him. Anyways, I'm not letting it get me down. He needs time, and I'm willing to give him as long as it takes. But it is something worth fighting for, and I am not giving up. I've never wanted something this much in my life, and if I have to fight until he graduates, well, I'll fight. And I might lose, but again, never wanted something this much before.
Also, I joined Phi Mu Alpha Sinfonia (Beta Nu Chapter), and it's pretty exciting. The guys in it are all super cool, and I like a lot of them. A couple get on my nerves, but, you know, that happens in any and every group you're in. I'm happy to be there because they do SO MUCH for the school of music. Running Tallcorn is a HUGE undertaking. So, I'm glad to help.
Well, I have to go to a study session now, but I'm glad to have posted. It feels nice to talk about this stuff. Hope everyone has a good day/night/afternoon, whenever you read this.
First things first, Spring Break is TOMORROW!!!!! I AM SO EXCITED!
Well, a lot of crazy junk has happened lately. Mostly because of a lot of stuff has changed since I've posted. Like, I added a Religion minor! It's pretty exciting, but I'm super pumped for it. The classes are going to be fantastic, and I really enjoy my kind of, sort of adviser Professor DeBerg. She's a great professor, and her Religions of the World class inspired me to go for this. Now, you all might be thinking I'm totally psychotic for doing this, because I mean, Music Ed majors have no life as it is, so you're adding six extra classes to your huge class load already? What madness is this?! Well, my madness. I find the academic study of religion fascinating. So, I'm going for it.
Let's see, the Orchestra is working on Scherezade by Rimsky-Korsakov right now. That's exciting. I mean, I played it a few years ago, but whatever, it's fun to play it with an excellent conductor. And Professor Girard is probably the best conductor I've ever had. Just saying.
Another new thing, this guy who I like. He's really cool, and a good friend. I sincerely enjoy spending time with him. Problem is, he's not ready to be in a relationship. But that's okay. I can wait. I want him to be comfortable and okay with me. In all honesty, I'm not even sure if he likes me in that way in any sort of sense. I'm pretty sure we're decent friends, and we went on a fantastic date a few weeks ago, and maybe I sort of pushed that, but I've decided to back off and let him make his own decisions. I just wish I could tell him how much I care. But, I physically cannot get the words out when I want to say it. Even at points where it would be convenient to tell him. Anyways, I'm not letting it get me down. He needs time, and I'm willing to give him as long as it takes. But it is something worth fighting for, and I am not giving up. I've never wanted something this much in my life, and if I have to fight until he graduates, well, I'll fight. And I might lose, but again, never wanted something this much before.
Also, I joined Phi Mu Alpha Sinfonia (Beta Nu Chapter), and it's pretty exciting. The guys in it are all super cool, and I like a lot of them. A couple get on my nerves, but, you know, that happens in any and every group you're in. I'm happy to be there because they do SO MUCH for the school of music. Running Tallcorn is a HUGE undertaking. So, I'm glad to help.
Well, I have to go to a study session now, but I'm glad to have posted. It feels nice to talk about this stuff. Hope everyone has a good day/night/afternoon, whenever you read this.
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