When taking a look back on one's life, you find points of struggle, points of catharsis and wonder if the effort is worth the trials that one is going through. If the time you put into something is truly worth the fighting, the work, the tears; and most of all, the pain to get through.
Looking back, I wonder if music has driven me to consider my life, or if my struggles recently have pushed me to this.
All I know is this; that I am stronger than I think I am.
Whether or not my mentors think that I can handle something is irrelevant to my progress, to my future.
I will fight, and struggle on.
Whether or not romance, practicing, homework, studying, and performing has pushed me to the place that I am today, I will fight on.
I am myself, with my flaws, with my bad judgments.
It is not up to the people who work with you, the people who interact with you, the family you have, that decide what you will become.
It is you, and you alone.
And whether I fight in vain is not known now, all I know is, that I will fight.
So think I'm lazy, think I'm not cut out for something. Go for it.
You're just one more obstacle that I have to cross on my way to my dreams, my hopes.
I will fight, until I simply cease to exist.
I love you all.
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